Go go go go!
I'm not going to be going on here anymore.
Posted by nelliie at 6:04 AM
Why is this hurting now?? It's been months without so much as a 'hey' but now this?!
They say it's a broken heart, But this is hurting everywhere :'(
And I was having such a good night, even with the stupid power outage. =(
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You know, you're really not making this easy for me.
It wasn't ever going to be easy, but it could have been worth it..
Now I just don't know..
Can you just put a little more effort in? Please?
Because i'm literally this close, to calling quits on the whole thing.. And that thought scares me so much because I never thought I'd ever want to do that..
But I kind of do... :(
Posted by nelliie at 7:51 PM
Yeah okay as ridiculous as mood swings go, this is pretty screwed.
I wrote that last post maybe 20 minutes ago and within the last 3 minutes of our very short 6 sentence filled conversation it's gone to shit.
Why did that make me feel so goddamned empty inside?
It's like, everyone else is screaming their love for you and I have to sit back and watch it..
And not do or say anything myself..
And I know you just love the attention. It might be nice if, for once, you could pay me a little bit of that attention.
You know, seeing as you say you still care and all.
And I think xoxo has lost all it's fucking meaning.
And for just once could you stop being so fucking VAUGE?
Give me a solid date or anything. I need something to hold onto. Something to believe in.. :(
Posted by nelliie at 4:06 AM
Tumblr's down :( So Blog!
Pretty much all settled in now. It's nice. :)
TimeOUT concert on the weekend was AWESOME!
Art Vs Science were the best live so full of energy and everyone was dancing! And not the gay pushing shoving stuff just good fun dancing! :) And Lisa Mitchell was great. And The butterfly Effect were super cool. They were all great.
THEN! I got super sunburnt cos me karl and heath decided to walk to palmcove from kewarra beach haha took us forever! but was heaps fun. Then we got a Greens sign and put it out the front of heath's place and it was funny. :)
And tomorrow is 3rd Friday and Roey's coming out with me! :)
Then I have to vot on saturday but i'm still undecided..
I'm so happy right now and it's great.
I still miss you, like so much. But I get to see you soon! :)
Most likely after BoT in October though..
But still, it's gone pretty fast since you've been gone, i think anyway.. I just hope the rest goes fast too..
Tumblr's back! :)
Posted by nelliie at 2:15 AM
New house. Unpacking is a bitch.
Melbourne soon! And Perth in October!! Omg SO EXCITED!
Life is good. I still want more money and tattoos and time. Homg.
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Life's pretty good right now. :)
Sure there are things that could be better but i'm pretty happy now.
And it better stay this way. haha
Yay show tomorrow!! :D
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I know it's been forever (1 week) since I posted something. D:
I'm back home! (hooray!)
It's super nice. :)
I do not have the net at home yet D:
Soon though, once I get my shit together hahah
I've actually only spent two nights at my house though haha
I've been with Joel pretty much 24/7 and it's awesome.
We've only spent one night apart and it sucked.
I hope to god that the next 4 weeks are the longest 4 weeks in my life.
I seriously hope the end of June never comes.
Joel's pretty much the most amazing thing ever.
I'm looking after him at the moment. And by looking after i mean watching him sleep, he's so funny. :)
No but seriously, we went camping last night for his cousins birthday and he got bitten by a scorpion and he got really sick :(
So I'm looking after him :)
Yeah so I'm pretty happy with life at present. :)
It's a pretty good feeling.
So just a quick update. I'll have the net soon. Yay tumblr! How i've missed it.
haha so yeah, bye lovely's! :)
Posted by nelliie at 10:51 PM
Oh hai guyz..
2 more sleeps til i'm home!
I'm so excited.
I kinda wish I could stay but at the same time, i love that i'm able to just pack up my stuff and leave. It's a nice feeling.
I feel like all my memories are hidden away. I can't get to them.
Like they're lying under dusty floorboards in my mind.
I want to find them..
2 more sleeps
Posted by nelliie at 2:14 AM
I had the crappiest night evar last night =( Not fun.
Uhm... So five more days of work here then i'm home.
I can't wait to come home. To see Joel, and Roey and Diddy and Garfield anddd my new KITTEN!
Oh my goodness excited! Joel got me a kitten! :D It's a fluffy ranga one like the one i've been dreaming about, yayy! :D
But mainly excited to see Joel =) <3
I've just about finished packing, just got the last few little things to do..
I would finish doing it now, but I have run out of bubblewrap and i'm too lazy too walk to the postoffice and buy more..
Well, not lazy really, just tired from the zero sleep I got last night and because I've just walked down to the supermarket and back. So i'm conserving my energy til I have to go to work in about an hour..
So yeah, my life is pretty boring at the moment.
Oh oh oh! But! The Amity Affliction playing in Cairns in July! Yay! Can't wait for that. Means i'll have seen them 3 times :D
I think I might go back to sleep before I have to get ready for work..
Nanna naps ftw! :D
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No more Hottie Thursdays.
Sorrrryyyyy. But maybe one of my awesome friends, *nudge, Roey* should start it again maybe :P
Okay. Seriously can't wait for the 5th season of Skins. I bawled my eyes out in 4th. D:
But it's so good.
Naomi and Emily <3<3<3<3 so adorable.
I don't get the hype over Effy though. Really.
This is a boring entry. I'm bored in general atm..
Facebook is boring, Tumblr is boring. I'm even a little bored watching Neighbours right now, and that's saying something, cos I love that show haha..
The maccas I work at here is so quiet compared to the one back home, it's crazy..
Anyway i'm going to go.. do something, i don't know what, but something. Maybe i'll get off the comp and just watch tv..
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I know i'd have fallen in love with you by now if i were there..
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