Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Go go go go!

I'm not going to be going on here anymore

Friday, September 17, 2010

Why is this hurting now?? It's been months without so much as a 'hey' but now this?!

They say it's a broken heart, But this is hurting everywhere :'(

And I was having such a good night, even with the stupid power outage. =(

Monday, September 13, 2010

Can I please find a guy that doesn't smoke?

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Colour Space

Oh hey guize. :D

Maize fest was on Friday night.
And while the parade itself, wasn't that great, I still had an awesome time.
Soni and I and we got our faces painted FOR FREE! :D And went on a swing ride and A BOUNCEY CASTLE!!! Was so much fun hahaha
Then fireworks. :) Then Ice-cream!

Then we decided to change our relationship status to 'in an open relaltionship' with each other, just for shits and giggles. :)

Tomorrow and Tuesday off! (Granted I don't get called in..) lol
Sleeeeeeeeeepppp in. :)

I miss you Roey!!!
"I just miss like hanging out with you on week nights.." - Juno :)

Next time I come down all of us have to go swimming at the beach. Good. Okay. :)

*Going to go watch The Breakfast Club now. xo

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Spring is here.

Spring time.

Even though it's been rainy and cold..

Time for new beginings. :)

I'm pretty darn happy with everything in my life right now. :)

Going to Cairns tomorrow with Ange and Cass to watch Tomorrow When The War Began. :)
And to buy season 4 of Skins. :)

I think I might have tiny crush on someone.
But yay!
You should see his muscles, ohmygoodness.
I'm not really one for muscles, but his, really, he would have no trouble at all with holding me up against a wall. Just sayin.


Saturday, August 21, 2010

Going to go scream into my pillow..

You know, you're really not making this easy for me.
It wasn't ever going to be easy, but it could have been worth it..
Now I just don't know..

Can you just put a little more effort in? Please?
Because i'm literally this close, to calling quits on the whole thing.. And that thought scares me so much because I never thought I'd ever want to do that..
But I kind of do... :(

On a completely different note..

I don't want to get to know you..
It would be too weird.

I'm happy with you just being a guy friend I sort of know.
Why dies it have to be more than that?
And hanging out at night time is even weirder. Just saying.

I'm not interested in you. I'm not interested in alot of people.
It's not personal, or maybe it is, but whatever.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Yeah okay as ridiculous as mood swings go, this is pretty screwed.

I wrote that last post maybe 20 minutes ago and within the last 3 minutes of our very short 6 sentence filled conversation it's gone to shit.

Why did that make me feel so goddamned empty inside?
It's like, everyone else is screaming their love for you and I have to sit back and watch it..
And not do or say anything myself..
And I know you just love the attention. It might be nice if, for once, you could pay me a little bit of that attention.
You know, seeing as you say you still care and all.
And I think xoxo has lost all it's fucking meaning.

And for just once could you stop being so fucking VAUGE?
Give me a solid date or anything. I need something to hold onto. Something to believe in.. :(

Just.. Fuck.

Oh heyyyyy..

Tumblr's down :( So Blog!

Pretty much all settled in now. It's nice. :)

TimeOUT concert on the weekend was AWESOME!
Art Vs Science were the best live so full of energy and everyone was dancing! And not the gay pushing shoving stuff just good fun dancing! :) And Lisa Mitchell was great. And The butterfly Effect were super cool. They were all great.

THEN! I got super sunburnt cos me karl and heath decided to walk to palmcove from kewarra beach haha took us forever! but was heaps fun. Then we got a Greens sign and put it out the front of heath's place and it was funny. :)

And tomorrow is 3rd Friday and Roey's coming out with me! :)
Then I have to vot on saturday but i'm still undecided..


I'm so happy right now and it's great.
I still miss you, like so much. But I get to see you soon! :)
Most likely after BoT in October though..
But still, it's gone pretty fast since you've been gone, i think anyway.. I just hope the rest goes fast too..

Tumblr's back! :)

Saturday, August 7, 2010

New house. Unpacking is a bitch.

Melbourne soon! And Perth in October!! Omg SO EXCITED!
Life is good. I still want more money and tattoos and time. Homg.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

© [ TWF ] ~ XTiên - Cố cười =))

I've never been the best at decision making. Like ever.
I just don't like being the one to decide. I need a system. Or a way to chose things by random. Like eeny meeny miny mo and whatever it lands on is what I'll chose. Yeah maybe I'll do that.

I'm secretly looking for a new job. I guess after 3 years I'm finally over Maccas.

I really really really need to get my P's. I've been driving more. It's just I keep working shitty hours so I have to stay in town.

I want to sleep in tomorrow but I can't because I'm going to cairns with Reegan to get our Timeout and HvH tickets :D I'm also getting a quote for my new tattoo that I'll be getting on monday week after next :D

Amity last weekend was lots of fun. I wish their set was longer but oh well.

I know this isn't easy, for either of us. But I haven't stopped thinking about you and I know you're thinking of me too. SO to qoute skins.. Be brave and want me back.


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

© Elizabeth Ibarra

Oh Hi! :)

Sleepover with the gang was good fun. I missed doing it.
Kery Patty! ahollypanigas works at iga. LOL

And the show was heaps of fun :)
Mega dissappointed that the zipper wasn't there though. But oh well.

Super fantastically excited about this weekend!!!!!
Amity Affliction saturday night!!! :D :D
Seeing them for the third time. Yayyyy!
I be going down with Reegan in morning and doing some shopping and whatnot. :)
It's going to be awesome.

Then HvH and Confession!! :D

I know working at maccas is pretty tacky.
But I fucking love it.
Seriously. I know some of the people i've met there/work with are going to be friends for life.
Just like Roey. :) <3
Which is why she shouldn't move.


Saturday, July 10, 2010

Yay life!

Life's pretty good right now. :)

Sure there are things that could be better but i'm pretty happy now.
And it better stay this way. haha

Yay show tomorrow!! :D


Wednesday, June 30, 2010

I've just been so tired and unispired..

It's so hard to not think about him.
And i just keep going to talk to him as if he's still here with me..


I'm getting a new tattoo next weekend. And a cute pair of stockings from the sex shop lol they're ridiculously over priced because of where i'm getting them but they're the only pair i've found that i really like. lol

so yes, splurging on myself, now that i have the extra money i can do it. :)

getting frankie before i start work today hopefully it's full of cuteness and makes me feel awesome.


Saturday, May 29, 2010

There's no place like home.

Hey! Hello!

I know it's been forever (1 week) since I posted something. D:

I'm back home! (hooray!)
It's super nice. :)

I do not have the net at home yet D:
Soon though, once I get my shit together hahah

I've actually only spent two nights at my house though haha
I've been with Joel pretty much 24/7 and it's awesome.
We've only spent one night apart and it sucked.

I hope to god that the next 4 weeks are the longest 4 weeks in my life.
I seriously hope the end of June never comes.

Joel's pretty much the most amazing thing ever.
I'm looking after him at the moment. And by looking after i mean watching him sleep, he's so funny. :)
No but seriously, we went camping last night for his cousins birthday and he got bitten by a scorpion and he got really sick :(
So I'm looking after him :)

Yeah so I'm pretty happy with life at present. :)
It's a pretty good feeling.

So just a quick update. I'll have the net soon. Yay tumblr! How i've missed it.
haha so yeah, bye lovely's! :)


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

2 more sleeps..

Oh hai guyz..

2 more sleeps til i'm home!
I'm so excited.

I kinda wish I could stay but at the same time, i love that i'm able to just pack up my stuff and leave. It's a nice feeling.

I feel like all my memories are hidden away. I can't get to them.
Like they're lying under dusty floorboards in my mind.
I want to find them..

2 more sleeps

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Feeling... blerghhh =\

I really hate not having a plan. Not being organised. Not knowing things.
I like plans. I like everything organised.
I like having my day all set out.
I like my weeks all set out.

That being said. I tend to contradict myself because i'm a messy person.
I never do the things I should when I should.
I haven't done alot of important things I should have.
I'm really lazy. And I hate that. But, at the same time, I'm just not motivated enough to do anything about it..

Spontanity isn't really my thing.
I wish it was though.
I really wish I could be carefree and not worry.
But I do, I worry all the time over the tiniest things.
And then I get stressed. Which causes headaches.

I'm a messy, lazy person who wishes she were more motivated and organised but knows that in reality that she'll never be that proactive. And she can't cook and she get's stress headaches ALL the time. And she never tells people her problems.

And I don't know why I just started talking in third person.

I don't know why I'm not fat. I eat when I'm bored.
And I've done nothing all day but eat.

I'm kinda nervous about coming home actually.
The kitten died =( And I was so excited.
I wish I had more money, I never have enough money.
And it's usually because I buy alot of unnecessary things.

I'm worried about the future.
Is it wrong for me to be freaking out about it?
I'm only 18 and i'm freaking out because I don't know what's happening in my life.
I don't know what I'm doing.
But the problem is that I'm not doing anything.

Yeah I'm cynical tonight.
Just ignore my ramblings.

I had alot of fun with Mel and Lucy last night.
Even if the movie was terribly cliched.


Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Can we, shall we?

I had the crappiest night evar last night =( Not fun.

Uhm... So five more days of work here then i'm home.
I can't wait to come home. To see Joel, and Roey and Diddy and Garfield anddd my new KITTEN!
Oh my goodness excited! Joel got me a kitten! :D It's a fluffy ranga one like the one i've been dreaming about, yayy! :D
But mainly excited to see Joel =) <3

I've just about finished packing, just got the last few little things to do..
I would finish doing it now, but I have run out of bubblewrap and i'm too lazy too walk to the postoffice and buy more..
Well, not lazy really, just tired from the zero sleep I got last night and because I've just walked down to the supermarket and back. So i'm conserving my energy til I have to go to work in about an hour..

So yeah, my life is pretty boring at the moment.

Oh oh oh! But! The Amity Affliction playing in Cairns in July! Yay! Can't wait for that. Means i'll have seen them 3 times :D

I think I might go back to sleep before I have to get ready for work..
Nanna naps ftw! :D


Friday, May 7, 2010

Okayokayokay, so I know I said no more Hottie Thursdays and I mean it.
But, I just need to take a second to recognise, Dallas Green.

Ohh my goodness.
Dallas Green I think I could just sit and listen to your beautiful voice all day and not get tired of it ever.
He's the guitarist for awesome Canadian band Alexisonfire.
And he has a solo band called City and Colour.
I saw him when he played with Alexisonfire Earlier this year.
But I would absolutely love to see City and Colour live. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
I like the beard. And his tatts are all kinds of sexy awesomeness.


Winter is deffinately on the way.
It's so cold D: Brrrrr..
I've got 3 blankets on my bed.
Really wishing I had somone to cuddle up to and keep me warm. *nudge Joel* :(
But but! Not long and I see youuuu! :D <3

I have always wanted a pet bunny.
I still do.
Stupid Queensland laws >=(

But seriously, how effing adorable are they?
I never understood why my friends got guinea pigs for pets.
I've never liked guinea pigs. They're ugly gross and just stupid.
But a bunny!? Omg awesome.
I'm going to move interstate and get one.

I'm seriously considering quitting maccas and getting a job at just a coffee shop.
I want to do my full barrista course. I think I can do it through the coffee club?
I LOVE making coffee.
And I even drank some today. :O
And it tasted pretty damn awesome. Mind you, I did have to add caramel syrup and 4 sugars to it haha
But yeah, I really really love doing it.


Tuesday, May 4, 2010

No more Hottie Thursdays.
Sorrrryyyyy. But maybe one of my awesome friends, *nudge, Roey* should start it again maybe :P

Okay. Seriously can't wait for the 5th season of Skins. I bawled my eyes out in 4th. D:
But it's so good.
Naomi and Emily <3<3<3<3 so adorable.
Freddie ='(
I don't get the hype over Effy though. Really.

This is a boring entry. I'm bored in general atm..
Facebook is boring, Tumblr is boring. I'm even a little bored watching Neighbours right now, and that's saying something, cos I love that show haha..

The maccas I work at here is so quiet compared to the one back home, it's crazy..

Anyway i'm going to go.. do something, i don't know what, but something. Maybe i'll get off the comp and just watch tv..


Sunday, May 2, 2010

Oh haiii..
I've been pretty slack with posts lately..

Weekend was eventful.
I went out with Melinda, Rohie, Lucy and Grace on saturday night that was heaps fun.
Melinda made a fool of herself and did a good job of amusing us all. She did everything from chat up black guys on the bus to literally fall into a group of guys in Queen st. Hahaha
Was good though :)

My housemate's brother came over for the weekend from England.
So I got drunk and retarded with them.
Not even joking. Never doing that again. =\

I can't wait to come home. Like, so bad. :(

Hair is super red. :D I love it.
Seeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D I actually don't like this photo. Lol but the hair is awesome.


So i've finally started watching the other seasons of Skins.
I put it off for so long because I couldn't bear the thought of not seeing everyone from the first and second season.
So I didn't really like it at the start. Cook still annoys me.
I love Naomi and Katie.

Ahh! P.S I love you is on tv on wednesday! Not that I can't watch it whenever I like, but it'll give me something to do :P If i'm not working that is.

I literally can't stop Tumblin'
Oh well.


Thursday, April 29, 2010


I can't wait to start making coffees again next week. I really love it.


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Hello Darlings..

This weeks is purely for myself.
Yes, I'm being selfish, and No, I don't mind :P

It's Seth Rogen!
:D :D :D
I love him to bits. He's so funny. And I love his voice.
I bought Horton Hears A Who, only because Seth does the voice of Morton, the mouse. ahaha
Yeah, i'm pretty sad.. But's he's hot. So there.
My favourite movie of him is Knocked Up.
Because I love Katherine Heigl as well. :D


So, for the Anon on Tumblr who asked if I was Bi?
No, I'm not.
I Have an amazing boyfriend ♥
And I'm totally straight. Except for when I act sexually inappropriate around my girlfriends :P Ahaha

I will say this though.
I do think us females are absolutely gorgeous.
I have more posters of women covering my walls then guys. lol..
Zooey Deschanel, Florence Welch, Kat Von D, Keira Knightly
Those are my favourite girl crushes. :)

So I actually swam in the pool the other day.
First time since i've been here.
It was nice. :)


Sunday, April 25, 2010

First and foremost.
It's ANZAC Day.
Lest We Forget.

I should have made some anzac biccies.

I want a matching tattoo with someone.
But not like that one. Something better :P

Gleeeeeeeeeee!! New season starts Thursday! :D
Yayyyyy! So happy! hahaha

I'm gonna go have some mango yoghurt. Yum.


Saturday, April 24, 2010

This is perfection. <33

Love song - 311

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Yeah just some lyrics..
That's all.


Moving on to a completely different subject.
You know how there's all that talk about changing the Australian flag?
Well, personally I don't think the flag should be changed. It's fine just the way it is.
And I mean have you seen some of the other ideas?
There's one that's like all green with a golden kangaroo and the Southern Cross on it.
I mean, seriously? Could you get any more bogan?


Friday, April 23, 2010

I've just found the most lovely blog ever.
I absolutely love it.


I just got a message from a friend that I had a sort of, falling out with, shall we say.
Just to ask how I was and that he hopes everything is going well for me. :)
It made me smile because it's nice to know he still cares. :)
It reminds me of this:

'People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they go right. And sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together.'


I decided to go to sleep early last night for once as I had to get up early. This is what happened..

1.10am* 1.25* 1.30* I can't get comfortable.
1.50* 2.10* It's too hot, so I take off the blanket.
2.22* Now i'm too cold, so I put it back on.
2.35* Sirens.
2.47* I.can't.stop.thinking.
3.05* 3.15* FFS Stop thinking!
3.30* I get my Ipod and put on the loudest heaviest song I have, turn it to full volume and press repeat. It works briefly. The crashing of the drums and the sceaming vocals take up everything so there's no room left to think. I'm still awake though.. =\
3.59* I am exhausted. All I want to do is sleep. I don't want to dream, I don't want to think. Just sleep. I need to relax. I can't relax. I'm too stressed. I need sleep, I have work in the morning. I start crying. Because I need to and because maybe i'll just cry myself to sleep..
4.30am* Well, it didn't work. I'm still awake. Fuck.
4.46am* Finally manage to fall asleep somewhere around here.

So yeah that was my awesome night.

I ran out of strawberry jam this morning so this afternoon after my interview had finished I bought a new jar. Got home put it in the fridge. Couple hours later and I go to make a jam sandwich. I can't get the lid off the jar. There's no one home. As i'm struggling to get the stupid lid off It slips out of my hand and lands hard on my right foot smashing everywhere and cuts my foot. :( Hurt like a fucking bitch. So now I have a stupid big cut on my foot. And no jam :(

Oh. I got the job at maccas but I won't start til week after next. So i'm stuck at Hj's til then.

I don't think I can do this. I think it's all just a bit too much.
I want to go back to living with my dad and not having to worry about how i'm going to pay the rent next week.
And I want to go back to sleeping in my own bed in my old room.
And not having to hear sirens 3 times a night.
And I want to go back to when my biggest problem was what to watch on tv..
I don't want to grow up..
I'm not ready to be an adult yet. :(

I need Pride and Prejudice right now.


Thursday, April 22, 2010


My sleeping pattern is completely screwed ><
I blame you Joel. :P
But not really. <3

But! Early to bed, early to bed tonight!
Early = anything before 2am, just for the record.

Gotta get up early for work tomorrow!


Housemate got evicted last night.
It's good because I kinda didn't like him anyway.
But this might be a problem. :(
He took the tv in lounge too.
I'm not even sure the tv was his..
So maybe that's why Lauren said if I see him I should call the cops.. =\

But I am not going to let it upset me/worry me.
I am going to be happy.
Good, okay. I'm glad we've sorted this out.

Okay, going to sleep.
Sweet dreams dears.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Dun dun dunnnn Peacock Dreams!


Okay ladies and gentlemen!
This weeks Hottie is so special he gets 2 pictures.
Infact it should even be more than 2. This whole entry should be dedicated just to him!
Okay, maybe that's too far.. but!
I am talking, of course, about the one, the only..!

Noel Fielding!!
Aka Vince Noir!


He was going to be my very first choice for Hottie Thursday.
And how could he not be, with that cheeky grin, gorgeous accent and boyish good looks!
The man is perfect! :D
Made famous alongside Jullian Barratt aka Howard Moon, by their show The Mighty Boosh.
For those who've never watched it. I insist you do so now.


Oh.. But I'm thinking there's this other hottie i've been negleting..
And girls, please note, he's taken. So quit staring. :P

Not even joking. :)


So anyway..
I got an interview with maccas on friday.
Clean and healthy workplace!
And I know i'll get hours cos i'm fully trained and just awesome.
So, I mean, why wouldn't they?


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Things to do before 30!

Wanting this.


Feeling this.


When I was in grade 12 after all our exams were over and we were just about to finish my teacher gave us this task to do. First he made us watch The Bucket List.
Then he had us write a list of things to do before we 'Kick the bucket'

I thought it was a pretty nifty idea and It's kinda stuck ever since.
My list has changed a bit from when I first wrote it though and i'm sure it'll continue to change.
Here's what it looks like at the moment..

Things to do before 30!
  1. Live in a big city like New York. Even if it's only for a short while, just to feel the difference.
  2. Write the perfect song. (I know it's cliched, but it's something every musican wants to achieve.)
  3. Couch surf around the world.
  4. Learn French.
  5. Ride an Elephant.
  6. Learn to surf!
  7. Bungy jump. - Done!
  8. Learn to play the piano properly.
  9. Write the novel I know is inside me..
  10. Go to a nudist beach and get naked. - Done!
  11. See Death Cab For Cutie live. <3
  12. Have a family.
  13. Pick an apple straight from an apple tree.
So that's just what I have so far..
It's fun and I want you guys to make one too.


Monday, April 19, 2010

So it goes another lonely day.. You're saving time but you're miles away..

Well, there are a few things that would make it even more perfect, but we can't have everything.. *sigh*

People get confused when I tell them that this isn't my home.
This is just where I live. Just a house.
This is not my home..

Drove past a sign today that said Cairns 1692kms..
Plus add another 100 to get to T'lands.
This upsets me terribly.. :(

I miss you so much.. :(
Screw hugs, when I see you, i'm going to tackle you. ♥
And not let go. Ever.


First shift at work tonight.
It was okay, the staff seem friendly enough.
It's heaps different though. And just for the record, Maccas > Hungry jacks anyday. Lol
Never eating a burger from here I swear lol.. Hj's is ewwie.. >.<
Everybody kept asking what grade I was in though.. -.-

I really really really wanna play my SNES but I can't get the silly tv to register it. >=\


Caitlin Connery

Here kitty kitty!
This is so effing adorable. ^.^


Saturday, April 17, 2010


For the past couple of nights I've been dreaming about a little fluffy ginger kitten.
I want it. ^.^


Feels kinda like falling in love all over again..

How sweet is that.. ^^

I have a girl crush.
Like mega.

Her name's Liv and she's amazing.

I want her hair and voice and boobs.
She's adorable. My favourite vid from her is this...


I've been falling in love with Skins all over again.
Chris was my favourite character. And Maxie :D
Sometimes I wish I could be more like Cassie... Totally.. wow..

I love listening to bands I used to listen to years ago and remembering why I fell in love with them in the first place.. Like..

Mindless Self Indulgence - Never wanted to dance
The Birthday Massacre - Falling down
Porcelaine and the Tramps - Sugarcube

All those songs make me wanna dance!


I want these.
And everything else she makes.



Thursday, April 15, 2010

Musings.. :)

Oh Hi..

Josh Groban, you sexy thing you. :D

I happen to think this photo is just adorable because of the way he's laughing in it.
That cheeky grin. :D

I can't believe I haven't posted any musicians since I started this.
I mean, it's just fact that musicians are sexier than normal people. Haha.
Josh sings pretty songs in his pretty voice. :)


Got woken up at 7.30 this morning after only getting 3.5 hours sleep by Hj's telling me not to come into work today, but to come in on monday instead.
Then of course I couldn't get back to sleep.. =\

Meeting up with Maria before she leaves tomorrow.
Though i'm sure it won't be long before i'm back home :)


One of my best friends from high school told me she's pregnant today. I couldn't believe it.
But i'm so happy for her. She's moved back home so I deffinately have to catch up with her when i'm there.


Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I've been thinking..

Head Vs Heart..?

I moved because I thought it was what I needed.
It turns out I couldn't have been more wrong..

I left when I should have stayed.
But now, I have a chance to somewhat fix that.
I can leave instead of staying.

If I don't, then there'll always be this little voice in the back of my mind that says 'What if.'

I guess i'm just well and truely following my heart on this one.
He's kinda a big deal and the truth is, I don't want to be away from him any longer..

And if things don't work out I can always just come back home.
I will plan it a bit more though than when I came down here.
And i've weighed the pros and cons..

I guess I should start sorting things out then..

You win this time heart..


Monday, April 12, 2010

Just another day..

Dear Roey! aka Know thy enemy,

I figured it out and I made a tumblr.
Haha url is...

Also, I'm having dinner with Maria and some other friends from home tonight!
Can't wait!

I miss you and love you!!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

I want you.

I want smiles from strangers..
I want bass so loud the whole floor shakes..
I want going to sleep at 5am..
I want sunshine..
I want rain..
I want kisses beneath the lightning..
I want twirling in the shade..
I want skies bright blue and clouds bright white..
I want your fingertips across my skin..
I want barefoot travels to places unknown..
I want to see the raindrops fall down my window..
I want that fuzzy feeling when you first like someone..
I want red cheeks and tea dresses..
I want ripples on a pond..
I want staying up with someone you know will never love you back, but liking them all the same..
I want to see the world as if it were a movie.
And I want the best soundtrack ever made..

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Good old days..

Hello possoms!

I spent alot of time with my Grandma when I was younger.
Mainly due to the fact that Dad was always in the paddock or working in the shed.
So my brother and I would play the piano or play bored games or doing puzzles.
I love her garden, I'd always be helping her pull out all the weeds.
She founded my love of tea, faries and reading.

One of the best presents I ever got when I was little was a set of books from her and my Grandad.
But they weren't just any books, they were all my favorite stories.
Alice in Wonderland, Peter Pan, The velvetine rabbit. And they were personalised!
I was IN the stories! It was so awesome.

I'm planning on doing the same thing for my children. =)

I hate making decisions.
Anyone who really knows me knows I just hate being the one to decide things.
Especially when it involves other people.

I'll sleep on this one i think..


Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I love Thursdays!

Hey, Hi, Hello!

I'm pretty sure I don't need to remind you what day it is today.. :D

So here's my pick this week. :D

Eric Bana.

One of my favorite Aussie actors.


I have very little money left. Cos Centrelink keep stuffing me around. Which is why i'm so glad I start work at Hungry Jacks next week. I just hope I get enough hours.

I'm missing Joel terribly :( But i'm planning on a surprise visit next month! :D <3
So that'll be good. :)

And I get to see Maria in a few days! Yayyy!

I dreamt I was making perfect coffees last night. My coffees are pretty perfect anyway. lol but I miss working in Cafe.

Anyway, i'm going to make a cup of tea and finish reading Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass


I promise we'll make it work. ♥

I know i'd have fallen in love with you by now if i were there..

I hate that i'm so far away..

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Beuty in everything..

Happy Easter dears!
Hope you're all eating lots of chocolate!

So my new favorite thing?



Christina Loiacono


I could literally spend hours just sitting looking at these gorgeous photos..


I've been looking at tattoos heaps lately. I so cannot wait for my next one.
I saw this and it's just so adorable.


It's gone abit overcast now, but earlier it was so sunny and pretty that it was the pefect weather for walking in a park. And to do that you need the perfect playlist. And it just so happens that I have created this playlist. :)
  • On The Brightside - Nevershoutnever!
  • I Spy - Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly.
  • Soul Meets Body - Death Cab For Cutie
  • Save Your Scissors - City And Color
  • Sunny Road - Emiliana Torrini
  • All You Need To Hear - The Sundance Kids
  • New Slang - The Shins
  • The Summer - Josh Pyke
As you can see they're all sweet soft accoustic songs filled with a sort of nostalgia. :)

I'm off to do some housework.


Wednesday, March 31, 2010


We assessed our finances and concluded that; yes, this level of happiness is achievable within our budget..

You all know what day it is todayy.. :D
And here he is.. The one, the only..

Gerard Butler.
Seriously, how hot is he?!
I'm considering just putting this as my desktop background or something.. lol

I miss Joel.. I hate being so far away..
It's gonna be hard, but it'll be worth it. :)

Went and did a little more shopping today.
And while i was wondering round the shopping center i happened to walk past cosmetic plus where they had peircings for $25 and i thought, why not?
So i got my Helix done. (top of the ear) It's gonna hurt like a bitch when i go to sleep tonight as it's on the side i sleep on lol.. Ah well.

I STILL haven't finished unpacking yet. I'm so slack.. Haha

I get to see my sister in 2 weeks! She's comming down for work. :) That'll be good.