Thursday, April 29, 2010


I can't wait to start making coffees again next week. I really love it.


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Hello Darlings..

This weeks is purely for myself.
Yes, I'm being selfish, and No, I don't mind :P

It's Seth Rogen!
:D :D :D
I love him to bits. He's so funny. And I love his voice.
I bought Horton Hears A Who, only because Seth does the voice of Morton, the mouse. ahaha
Yeah, i'm pretty sad.. But's he's hot. So there.
My favourite movie of him is Knocked Up.
Because I love Katherine Heigl as well. :D


So, for the Anon on Tumblr who asked if I was Bi?
No, I'm not.
I Have an amazing boyfriend ♥
And I'm totally straight. Except for when I act sexually inappropriate around my girlfriends :P Ahaha

I will say this though.
I do think us females are absolutely gorgeous.
I have more posters of women covering my walls then guys. lol..
Zooey Deschanel, Florence Welch, Kat Von D, Keira Knightly
Those are my favourite girl crushes. :)

So I actually swam in the pool the other day.
First time since i've been here.
It was nice. :)


Sunday, April 25, 2010

First and foremost.
It's ANZAC Day.
Lest We Forget.

I should have made some anzac biccies.

I want a matching tattoo with someone.
But not like that one. Something better :P

Gleeeeeeeeeee!! New season starts Thursday! :D
Yayyyyy! So happy! hahaha

I'm gonna go have some mango yoghurt. Yum.


Saturday, April 24, 2010

This is perfection. <33

Love song - 311

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Yeah just some lyrics..
That's all.


Moving on to a completely different subject.
You know how there's all that talk about changing the Australian flag?
Well, personally I don't think the flag should be changed. It's fine just the way it is.
And I mean have you seen some of the other ideas?
There's one that's like all green with a golden kangaroo and the Southern Cross on it.
I mean, seriously? Could you get any more bogan?


Friday, April 23, 2010

I've just found the most lovely blog ever.
I absolutely love it.


I just got a message from a friend that I had a sort of, falling out with, shall we say.
Just to ask how I was and that he hopes everything is going well for me. :)
It made me smile because it's nice to know he still cares. :)
It reminds me of this:

'People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they go right. And sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together.'


I decided to go to sleep early last night for once as I had to get up early. This is what happened..

1.10am* 1.25* 1.30* I can't get comfortable.
1.50* 2.10* It's too hot, so I take off the blanket.
2.22* Now i'm too cold, so I put it back on.
2.35* Sirens.
2.47* I.can't.stop.thinking.
3.05* 3.15* FFS Stop thinking!
3.30* I get my Ipod and put on the loudest heaviest song I have, turn it to full volume and press repeat. It works briefly. The crashing of the drums and the sceaming vocals take up everything so there's no room left to think. I'm still awake though.. =\
3.59* I am exhausted. All I want to do is sleep. I don't want to dream, I don't want to think. Just sleep. I need to relax. I can't relax. I'm too stressed. I need sleep, I have work in the morning. I start crying. Because I need to and because maybe i'll just cry myself to sleep..
4.30am* Well, it didn't work. I'm still awake. Fuck.
4.46am* Finally manage to fall asleep somewhere around here.

So yeah that was my awesome night.

I ran out of strawberry jam this morning so this afternoon after my interview had finished I bought a new jar. Got home put it in the fridge. Couple hours later and I go to make a jam sandwich. I can't get the lid off the jar. There's no one home. As i'm struggling to get the stupid lid off It slips out of my hand and lands hard on my right foot smashing everywhere and cuts my foot. :( Hurt like a fucking bitch. So now I have a stupid big cut on my foot. And no jam :(

Oh. I got the job at maccas but I won't start til week after next. So i'm stuck at Hj's til then.

I don't think I can do this. I think it's all just a bit too much.
I want to go back to living with my dad and not having to worry about how i'm going to pay the rent next week.
And I want to go back to sleeping in my own bed in my old room.
And not having to hear sirens 3 times a night.
And I want to go back to when my biggest problem was what to watch on tv..
I don't want to grow up..
I'm not ready to be an adult yet. :(

I need Pride and Prejudice right now.


Thursday, April 22, 2010


My sleeping pattern is completely screwed ><
I blame you Joel. :P
But not really. <3

But! Early to bed, early to bed tonight!
Early = anything before 2am, just for the record.

Gotta get up early for work tomorrow!


Housemate got evicted last night.
It's good because I kinda didn't like him anyway.
But this might be a problem. :(
He took the tv in lounge too.
I'm not even sure the tv was his..
So maybe that's why Lauren said if I see him I should call the cops.. =\

But I am not going to let it upset me/worry me.
I am going to be happy.
Good, okay. I'm glad we've sorted this out.

Okay, going to sleep.
Sweet dreams dears.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Dun dun dunnnn Peacock Dreams!


Okay ladies and gentlemen!
This weeks Hottie is so special he gets 2 pictures.
Infact it should even be more than 2. This whole entry should be dedicated just to him!
Okay, maybe that's too far.. but!
I am talking, of course, about the one, the only..!

Noel Fielding!!
Aka Vince Noir!


He was going to be my very first choice for Hottie Thursday.
And how could he not be, with that cheeky grin, gorgeous accent and boyish good looks!
The man is perfect! :D
Made famous alongside Jullian Barratt aka Howard Moon, by their show The Mighty Boosh.
For those who've never watched it. I insist you do so now.


Oh.. But I'm thinking there's this other hottie i've been negleting..
And girls, please note, he's taken. So quit staring. :P

Not even joking. :)


So anyway..
I got an interview with maccas on friday.
Clean and healthy workplace!
And I know i'll get hours cos i'm fully trained and just awesome.
So, I mean, why wouldn't they?


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Things to do before 30!

Wanting this.


Feeling this.


When I was in grade 12 after all our exams were over and we were just about to finish my teacher gave us this task to do. First he made us watch The Bucket List.
Then he had us write a list of things to do before we 'Kick the bucket'

I thought it was a pretty nifty idea and It's kinda stuck ever since.
My list has changed a bit from when I first wrote it though and i'm sure it'll continue to change.
Here's what it looks like at the moment..

Things to do before 30!
  1. Live in a big city like New York. Even if it's only for a short while, just to feel the difference.
  2. Write the perfect song. (I know it's cliched, but it's something every musican wants to achieve.)
  3. Couch surf around the world.
  4. Learn French.
  5. Ride an Elephant.
  6. Learn to surf!
  7. Bungy jump. - Done!
  8. Learn to play the piano properly.
  9. Write the novel I know is inside me..
  10. Go to a nudist beach and get naked. - Done!
  11. See Death Cab For Cutie live. <3
  12. Have a family.
  13. Pick an apple straight from an apple tree.
So that's just what I have so far..
It's fun and I want you guys to make one too.


Monday, April 19, 2010

So it goes another lonely day.. You're saving time but you're miles away..

Well, there are a few things that would make it even more perfect, but we can't have everything.. *sigh*

People get confused when I tell them that this isn't my home.
This is just where I live. Just a house.
This is not my home..

Drove past a sign today that said Cairns 1692kms..
Plus add another 100 to get to T'lands.
This upsets me terribly.. :(

I miss you so much.. :(
Screw hugs, when I see you, i'm going to tackle you. ♥
And not let go. Ever.


First shift at work tonight.
It was okay, the staff seem friendly enough.
It's heaps different though. And just for the record, Maccas > Hungry jacks anyday. Lol
Never eating a burger from here I swear lol.. Hj's is ewwie.. >.<
Everybody kept asking what grade I was in though.. -.-

I really really really wanna play my SNES but I can't get the silly tv to register it. >=\


Caitlin Connery

Here kitty kitty!
This is so effing adorable. ^.^


Saturday, April 17, 2010


For the past couple of nights I've been dreaming about a little fluffy ginger kitten.
I want it. ^.^


Feels kinda like falling in love all over again..

How sweet is that.. ^^

I have a girl crush.
Like mega.

Her name's Liv and she's amazing.

I want her hair and voice and boobs.
She's adorable. My favourite vid from her is this...


I've been falling in love with Skins all over again.
Chris was my favourite character. And Maxie :D
Sometimes I wish I could be more like Cassie... Totally.. wow..

I love listening to bands I used to listen to years ago and remembering why I fell in love with them in the first place.. Like..

Mindless Self Indulgence - Never wanted to dance
The Birthday Massacre - Falling down
Porcelaine and the Tramps - Sugarcube

All those songs make me wanna dance!


I want these.
And everything else she makes.



Thursday, April 15, 2010

Musings.. :)

Oh Hi..

Josh Groban, you sexy thing you. :D

I happen to think this photo is just adorable because of the way he's laughing in it.
That cheeky grin. :D

I can't believe I haven't posted any musicians since I started this.
I mean, it's just fact that musicians are sexier than normal people. Haha.
Josh sings pretty songs in his pretty voice. :)


Got woken up at 7.30 this morning after only getting 3.5 hours sleep by Hj's telling me not to come into work today, but to come in on monday instead.
Then of course I couldn't get back to sleep.. =\

Meeting up with Maria before she leaves tomorrow.
Though i'm sure it won't be long before i'm back home :)


One of my best friends from high school told me she's pregnant today. I couldn't believe it.
But i'm so happy for her. She's moved back home so I deffinately have to catch up with her when i'm there.


Tuesday, April 13, 2010

I've been thinking..

Head Vs Heart..?

I moved because I thought it was what I needed.
It turns out I couldn't have been more wrong..

I left when I should have stayed.
But now, I have a chance to somewhat fix that.
I can leave instead of staying.

If I don't, then there'll always be this little voice in the back of my mind that says 'What if.'

I guess i'm just well and truely following my heart on this one.
He's kinda a big deal and the truth is, I don't want to be away from him any longer..

And if things don't work out I can always just come back home.
I will plan it a bit more though than when I came down here.
And i've weighed the pros and cons..

I guess I should start sorting things out then..

You win this time heart..


Monday, April 12, 2010

Just another day..

Dear Roey! aka Know thy enemy,

I figured it out and I made a tumblr.
Haha url is...

Also, I'm having dinner with Maria and some other friends from home tonight!
Can't wait!

I miss you and love you!!

Sunday, April 11, 2010

I want you.

I want smiles from strangers..
I want bass so loud the whole floor shakes..
I want going to sleep at 5am..
I want sunshine..
I want rain..
I want kisses beneath the lightning..
I want twirling in the shade..
I want skies bright blue and clouds bright white..
I want your fingertips across my skin..
I want barefoot travels to places unknown..
I want to see the raindrops fall down my window..
I want that fuzzy feeling when you first like someone..
I want red cheeks and tea dresses..
I want ripples on a pond..
I want staying up with someone you know will never love you back, but liking them all the same..
I want to see the world as if it were a movie.
And I want the best soundtrack ever made..

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Good old days..

Hello possoms!

I spent alot of time with my Grandma when I was younger.
Mainly due to the fact that Dad was always in the paddock or working in the shed.
So my brother and I would play the piano or play bored games or doing puzzles.
I love her garden, I'd always be helping her pull out all the weeds.
She founded my love of tea, faries and reading.

One of the best presents I ever got when I was little was a set of books from her and my Grandad.
But they weren't just any books, they were all my favorite stories.
Alice in Wonderland, Peter Pan, The velvetine rabbit. And they were personalised!
I was IN the stories! It was so awesome.

I'm planning on doing the same thing for my children. =)

I hate making decisions.
Anyone who really knows me knows I just hate being the one to decide things.
Especially when it involves other people.

I'll sleep on this one i think..


Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I love Thursdays!

Hey, Hi, Hello!

I'm pretty sure I don't need to remind you what day it is today.. :D

So here's my pick this week. :D

Eric Bana.

One of my favorite Aussie actors.


I have very little money left. Cos Centrelink keep stuffing me around. Which is why i'm so glad I start work at Hungry Jacks next week. I just hope I get enough hours.

I'm missing Joel terribly :( But i'm planning on a surprise visit next month! :D <3
So that'll be good. :)

And I get to see Maria in a few days! Yayyy!

I dreamt I was making perfect coffees last night. My coffees are pretty perfect anyway. lol but I miss working in Cafe.

Anyway, i'm going to make a cup of tea and finish reading Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking-Glass


I promise we'll make it work. ♥

I know i'd have fallen in love with you by now if i were there..

I hate that i'm so far away..

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Beuty in everything..

Happy Easter dears!
Hope you're all eating lots of chocolate!

So my new favorite thing?



Christina Loiacono


I could literally spend hours just sitting looking at these gorgeous photos..


I've been looking at tattoos heaps lately. I so cannot wait for my next one.
I saw this and it's just so adorable.


It's gone abit overcast now, but earlier it was so sunny and pretty that it was the pefect weather for walking in a park. And to do that you need the perfect playlist. And it just so happens that I have created this playlist. :)
  • On The Brightside - Nevershoutnever!
  • I Spy - Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly.
  • Soul Meets Body - Death Cab For Cutie
  • Save Your Scissors - City And Color
  • Sunny Road - Emiliana Torrini
  • All You Need To Hear - The Sundance Kids
  • New Slang - The Shins
  • The Summer - Josh Pyke
As you can see they're all sweet soft accoustic songs filled with a sort of nostalgia. :)

I'm off to do some housework.