Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Go go go go!

I'm not going to be going on here anymore

Friday, September 17, 2010

Why is this hurting now?? It's been months without so much as a 'hey' but now this?!

They say it's a broken heart, But this is hurting everywhere :'(

And I was having such a good night, even with the stupid power outage. =(

Monday, September 13, 2010

Can I please find a guy that doesn't smoke?

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Colour Space

Oh hey guize. :D

Maize fest was on Friday night.
And while the parade itself, wasn't that great, I still had an awesome time.
Soni and I and we got our faces painted FOR FREE! :D And went on a swing ride and A BOUNCEY CASTLE!!! Was so much fun hahaha
Then fireworks. :) Then Ice-cream!

Then we decided to change our relationship status to 'in an open relaltionship' with each other, just for shits and giggles. :)

Tomorrow and Tuesday off! (Granted I don't get called in..) lol
Sleeeeeeeeeepppp in. :)

I miss you Roey!!!
"I just miss like hanging out with you on week nights.." - Juno :)

Next time I come down all of us have to go swimming at the beach. Good. Okay. :)

*Going to go watch The Breakfast Club now. xo

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Spring is here.

Spring time.

Even though it's been rainy and cold..

Time for new beginings. :)

I'm pretty darn happy with everything in my life right now. :)

Going to Cairns tomorrow with Ange and Cass to watch Tomorrow When The War Began. :)
And to buy season 4 of Skins. :)

I think I might have tiny crush on someone.
But yay!
You should see his muscles, ohmygoodness.
I'm not really one for muscles, but his, really, he would have no trouble at all with holding me up against a wall. Just sayin.


Saturday, August 21, 2010

Going to go scream into my pillow..

You know, you're really not making this easy for me.
It wasn't ever going to be easy, but it could have been worth it..
Now I just don't know..

Can you just put a little more effort in? Please?
Because i'm literally this close, to calling quits on the whole thing.. And that thought scares me so much because I never thought I'd ever want to do that..
But I kind of do... :(

On a completely different note..

I don't want to get to know you..
It would be too weird.

I'm happy with you just being a guy friend I sort of know.
Why dies it have to be more than that?
And hanging out at night time is even weirder. Just saying.

I'm not interested in you. I'm not interested in alot of people.
It's not personal, or maybe it is, but whatever.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Yeah okay as ridiculous as mood swings go, this is pretty screwed.

I wrote that last post maybe 20 minutes ago and within the last 3 minutes of our very short 6 sentence filled conversation it's gone to shit.

Why did that make me feel so goddamned empty inside?
It's like, everyone else is screaming their love for you and I have to sit back and watch it..
And not do or say anything myself..
And I know you just love the attention. It might be nice if, for once, you could pay me a little bit of that attention.
You know, seeing as you say you still care and all.
And I think xoxo has lost all it's fucking meaning.

And for just once could you stop being so fucking VAUGE?
Give me a solid date or anything. I need something to hold onto. Something to believe in.. :(

Just.. Fuck.