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I'm not going to be going on here anymore.

Why is this hurting now?? It's been months without so much as a 'hey' but now this?!

They say it's a broken heart, But this is hurting everywhere :'(


And I was having such a good night, even with the stupid power outage. =(

Can I please find a guy that doesn't smoke? Kthanx

Colour Space

Oh hey guize. :D

Maize fest was on Friday night.
And while the parade itself, wasn't that great, I still had an awesome time.
Soni and I and we got our faces painted FOR FREE! :D And went on a swing ride and A BOUNCEY CASTLE!!! Was so much fun hahaha
Then fireworks. :) Then Ice-cream!

Then we decided to change our relationship status to 'in an open relaltionship' with each other, just for shits and giggles. :)

Tomorrow and Tuesday off! (Granted I don't get called in..) lol
Sleeeeeeeeeepppp in. :)

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I miss you Roey!!!
"I just miss like hanging out with you on week nights.." - Juno :)

Next time I come down all of us have to go swimming at the beach. Good. Okay. :)

*Going to go watch The Breakfast Club now. xo

Spring is here.

Spring time.
Even though it's been rainy and cold..

Time for new beginings. :)

I'm pretty darn happy with everything in my life right now. :)

Going to Cairns tomorrow with Ange and Cass to watch Tomorrow When The War Began. :)
And to buy season 4 of Skins. :)



I think I might have tiny crush on someone.
But yay!
You should see his muscles, ohmygoodness.
I'm not really one for muscles, but his, really, he would have no trouble at all with holding me up against a wall. Just sayin.
:D



xo

Going to go scream into my pillow..

You know, you're really not making this easy for me.
It wasn't ever going to be easy, but it could have been worth it..
Now I just don't know..

Can you just put a little more effort in? Please?
Because i'm literally this close, to calling quits on the whole thing.. And that thought scares me so much because I never thought I'd ever want to do that..
But I kind of do... :(

On a completely different note..

I don't want to get to know you..
It would be too weird.

I'm happy with you just being a guy friend I sort of know.
Why dies it have to be more than that?
And hanging out at night time is even weirder. Just saying.

I'm not interested in you. I'm not interested in alot of people.
It's not personal, or maybe it is, but whatever.

Yeah okay as ridiculous as mood swings go, this is pretty screwed.

I wrote that last post maybe 20 minutes ago and within the last 3 minutes of our very short 6 sentence filled conversation it's gone to shit.

Why did that make me feel so goddamned empty inside?
It's like, everyone else is screaming their love for you and I have to sit back and watch it..
And not do or say anything myself..
And I know you just love the attention. It might be nice if, for once, you could pay me a little bit of that attention.
You know, seeing as you say you still care and all.
And I think xoxo has lost all it's fucking meaning.

And for just once could you stop being so fucking VAUGE?
Give me a solid date or anything. I need something to hold onto. Something to believe in.. :(

Just.. Fuck.

Oh heyyyyy..

Tumblr's down :( So Blog!

Pretty much all settled in now. It's nice. :)

TimeOUT concert on the weekend was AWESOME!
Art Vs Science were the best live so full of energy and everyone was dancing! And not the gay pushing shoving stuff just good fun dancing! :) And Lisa Mitchell was great. And The butterfly Effect were super cool. They were all great.

THEN! I got super sunburnt cos me karl and heath decided to walk to palmcove from kewarra beach haha took us forever! but was heaps fun. Then we got a Greens sign and put it out the front of heath's place and it was funny. :)

And tomorrow is 3rd Friday and Roey's coming out with me! :)
Then I have to vot on saturday but i'm still undecided..

...

I'm so happy right now and it's great.
I still miss you, like so much. But I get to see you soon! :)
Most likely after BoT in October though..
But still, it's gone pretty fast since you've been gone, i think anyway.. I just hope the rest goes fast too..

Anyway...
Tumblr's back! :)

New house. Unpacking is a bitch.

Melbourne soon! And Perth in October!! Omg SO EXCITED!
Life is good. I still want more money and tattoos and time. Homg.

© [ TWF ] ~ XTiên - Cố cười =))

I've never been the best at decision making. Like ever.
I just don't like being the one to decide. I need a system. Or a way to chose things by random. Like eeny meeny miny mo and whatever it lands on is what I'll chose. Yeah maybe I'll do that.

I'm secretly looking for a new job. I guess after 3 years I'm finally over Maccas.

I really really really need to get my P's. I've been driving more. It's just I keep working shitty hours so I have to stay in town.

I want to sleep in tomorrow but I can't because I'm going to cairns with Reegan to get our Timeout and HvH tickets :D I'm also getting a quote for my new tattoo that I'll be getting on monday week after next :D


Amity last weekend was lots of fun. I wish their set was longer but oh well.


I know this isn't easy, for either of us. But I haven't stopped thinking about you and I know you're thinking of me too. SO to qoute skins.. Be brave and want me back.


xo

© Elizabeth Ibarra


Oh Hi! :)

Sleepover with the gang was good fun. I missed doing it.
Kery Patty! ahollypanigas works at iga. LOL

And the show was heaps of fun :)
Mega dissappointed that the zipper wasn't there though. But oh well.


Super fantastically excited about this weekend!!!!!
Amity Affliction saturday night!!! :D :D
Seeing them for the third time. Yayyyy!
I be going down with Reegan in morning and doing some shopping and whatnot. :)
It's going to be awesome.

Then HvH and Confession!! :D
Yayyy!

I know working at maccas is pretty tacky.
But I fucking love it.
Seriously. I know some of the people i've met there/work with are going to be friends for life.
Just like Roey. :) <3

Which is why she shouldn't move.



xo

Yay life!

Life's pretty good right now. :)

Sure there are things that could be better but i'm pretty happy now.
And it better stay this way. haha

Yay show tomorrow!! :D



xo

I've just been so tired and unispired..





It's so hard to not think about him.
And i just keep going to talk to him as if he's still here with me..

:(

I'm getting a new tattoo next weekend. And a cute pair of stockings from the sex shop lol they're ridiculously over priced because of where i'm getting them but they're the only pair i've found that i really like. lol

so yes, splurging on myself, now that i have the extra money i can do it. :)

getting frankie before i start work today hopefully it's full of cuteness and makes me feel awesome.



xx

There's no place like home.

Hey! Hello!


I know it's been forever (1 week) since I posted something. D:

I'm back home! (hooray!)
It's super nice. :)

I do not have the net at home yet D:
Soon though, once I get my shit together hahah


I've actually only spent two nights at my house though haha
I've been with Joel pretty much 24/7 and it's awesome.
We've only spent one night apart and it sucked.


I hope to god that the next 4 weeks are the longest 4 weeks in my life.
I seriously hope the end of June never comes.

Joel's pretty much the most amazing thing ever.
I'm looking after him at the moment. And by looking after i mean watching him sleep, he's so funny. :)
No but seriously, we went camping last night for his cousins birthday and he got bitten by a scorpion and he got really sick :(
So I'm looking after him :)

Yeah so I'm pretty happy with life at present. :)
It's a pretty good feeling.


So just a quick update. I'll have the net soon. Yay tumblr! How i've missed it.
haha so yeah, bye lovely's! :)


xo

2 more sleeps..

Oh hai guyz..

2 more sleeps til i'm home!
I'm so excited.

I kinda wish I could stay but at the same time, i love that i'm able to just pack up my stuff and leave. It's a nice feeling.

I feel like all my memories are hidden away. I can't get to them.
Like they're lying under dusty floorboards in my mind.
I want to find them..



2 more sleeps
xo

Feeling... blerghhh =\

I really hate not having a plan. Not being organised. Not knowing things.
I like plans. I like everything organised.
I like having my day all set out.
I like my weeks all set out.

That being said. I tend to contradict myself because i'm a messy person.
I never do the things I should when I should.
I haven't done alot of important things I should have.
I'm really lazy. And I hate that. But, at the same time, I'm just not motivated enough to do anything about it..

Spontanity isn't really my thing.
I wish it was though.
I really wish I could be carefree and not worry.
But I do, I worry all the time over the tiniest things.
And then I get stressed. Which causes headaches.

I'm a messy, lazy person who wishes she were more motivated and organised but knows that in reality that she'll never be that proactive. And she can't cook and she get's stress headaches ALL the time. And she never tells people her problems.


And I don't know why I just started talking in third person.

I don't know why I'm not fat. I eat when I'm bored.
And I've done nothing all day but eat.

I'm kinda nervous about coming home actually.
The kitten died =( And I was so excited.
I wish I had more money, I never have enough money.
And it's usually because I buy alot of unnecessary things.

I'm worried about the future.
Is it wrong for me to be freaking out about it?
I'm only 18 and i'm freaking out because I don't know what's happening in my life.
I don't know what I'm doing.
But the problem is that I'm not doing anything.

Yeah I'm cynical tonight.
Just ignore my ramblings.


I had alot of fun with Mel and Lucy last night.
Even if the movie was terribly cliched.




xo

Can we, shall we?

I had the crappiest night evar last night =( Not fun.


Uhm... So five more days of work here then i'm home.
I can't wait to come home. To see Joel, and Roey and Diddy and Garfield anddd my new KITTEN!
Oh my goodness excited! Joel got me a kitten! :D It's a fluffy ranga one like the one i've been dreaming about, yayy! :D
But mainly excited to see Joel =) <3

I've just about finished packing, just got the last few little things to do..
I would finish doing it now, but I have run out of bubblewrap and i'm too lazy too walk to the postoffice and buy more..
Well, not lazy really, just tired from the zero sleep I got last night and because I've just walked down to the supermarket and back. So i'm conserving my energy til I have to go to work in about an hour..

So yeah, my life is pretty boring at the moment.

Oh oh oh! But! The Amity Affliction playing in Cairns in July! Yay! Can't wait for that. Means i'll have seen them 3 times :D

I think I might go back to sleep before I have to get ready for work..
Nanna naps ftw! :D


xo

Okayokayokay, so I know I said no more Hottie Thursdays and I mean it.
But, I just need to take a second to recognise, Dallas Green.

Ohh my goodness.
Dallas Green I think I could just sit and listen to your beautiful voice all day and not get tired of it ever.
He's the guitarist for awesome Canadian band Alexisonfire.
And he has a solo band called City and Colour.
I saw him when he played with Alexisonfire Earlier this year.
But I would absolutely love to see City and Colour live. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
I like the beard. And his tatts are all kinds of sexy awesomeness.

:D


Winter is deffinately on the way.
It's so cold D: Brrrrr..
I've got 3 blankets on my bed.
Really wishing I had somone to cuddle up to and keep me warm. *nudge Joel* :(
But but! Not long and I see youuuu! :D <3


I have always wanted a pet bunny.
I still do.
Stupid Queensland laws >=(

But seriously, how effing adorable are they?
I never understood why my friends got guinea pigs for pets.
I've never liked guinea pigs. They're ugly gross and just stupid.
But a bunny!? Omg awesome.
I'm going to move interstate and get one.


I'm seriously considering quitting maccas and getting a job at just a coffee shop.
I want to do my full barrista course. I think I can do it through the coffee club?
I LOVE making coffee.
And I even drank some today. :O
And it tasted pretty damn awesome. Mind you, I did have to add caramel syrup and 4 sugars to it haha
But yeah, I really really love doing it.





xo

No more Hottie Thursdays.
Sorrrryyyyy. But maybe one of my awesome friends, *nudge, Roey* should start it again maybe :P
Hahaha


Okay. Seriously can't wait for the 5th season of Skins. I bawled my eyes out in 4th. D:
But it's so good.
Naomi and Emily <3<3<3<3 so adorable.
Freddie ='(
I don't get the hype over Effy though. Really.

This is a boring entry. I'm bored in general atm..
Facebook is boring, Tumblr is boring. I'm even a little bored watching Neighbours right now, and that's saying something, cos I love that show haha..

The maccas I work at here is so quiet compared to the one back home, it's crazy..


Anyway i'm going to go.. do something, i don't know what, but something. Maybe i'll get off the comp and just watch tv..


xo

Oh haiii..
I've been pretty slack with posts lately..

Weekend was eventful.
I went out with Melinda, Rohie, Lucy and Grace on saturday night that was heaps fun.
Melinda made a fool of herself and did a good job of amusing us all. She did everything from chat up black guys on the bus to literally fall into a group of guys in Queen st. Hahaha
Was good though :)

My housemate's brother came over for the weekend from England.
So I got drunk and retarded with them.
Worst.Idea.Ever.
Not even joking. Never doing that again. =\


I can't wait to come home. Like, so bad. :(


Hair is super red. :D I love it.
Seeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D I actually don't like this photo. Lol but the hair is awesome.


Yayyyyyy.
Anyway..

So i've finally started watching the other seasons of Skins.
I put it off for so long because I couldn't bear the thought of not seeing everyone from the first and second season.
So I didn't really like it at the start. Cook still annoys me.
BUT I'M STARTING TO FUCKING LOVE IT!
I love Naomi and Katie.


Ahh! P.S I love you is on tv on wednesday! Not that I can't watch it whenever I like, but it'll give me something to do :P If i'm not working that is.


I literally can't stop Tumblin'
Oh well.



xo