Saturday, November 7, 2009

I know you're just trying to help. But i think you're taking it too far. It's different this time. Take a step back and look at me. See how happy i am now? Isn't that what's important? Shouldn't me being happy make you happy? Stop saying all those things, when you don't even know the half of it.. I'm happy. Even if it is only for a little while. Even if this doesn't work, even if we don't last. I'd rather be happy now and hurt later, than to not be happy at all.. Please just believe me.

Oh how i wish i had the courage to say that. I'm working on it though. She needs to know that this is how i feel..

I know i wasn't going to do anything for the weekend, but now that's it's over, i kinda wish i had done something.. It just feels like a totally waste of time..
I pay off my couches soon. Yay! Furniture! I still need a new tv and bed, but those can wait i guess.
I'm feeling down today, i just feel so blehh.. =(
I need a great big hug.. and some chocolate. Both of which i won't be getting for a while..
I'm going to go watch Beauty and The Beast quite possible one of my favorite childhood movies.. <3