Go go go go!
I'm not going to be going on here anymore.
Posted by nelliie at 6:04 AM
Why is this hurting now?? It's been months without so much as a 'hey' but now this?!
They say it's a broken heart, But this is hurting everywhere :'(
And I was having such a good night, even with the stupid power outage. =(
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Posted by nelliie at 4:42 AM
You know, you're really not making this easy for me.
It wasn't ever going to be easy, but it could have been worth it..
Now I just don't know..
Can you just put a little more effort in? Please?
Because i'm literally this close, to calling quits on the whole thing.. And that thought scares me so much because I never thought I'd ever want to do that..
But I kind of do... :(
Posted by nelliie at 7:51 PM
Yeah okay as ridiculous as mood swings go, this is pretty screwed.
I wrote that last post maybe 20 minutes ago and within the last 3 minutes of our very short 6 sentence filled conversation it's gone to shit.
Why did that make me feel so goddamned empty inside?
It's like, everyone else is screaming their love for you and I have to sit back and watch it..
And not do or say anything myself..
And I know you just love the attention. It might be nice if, for once, you could pay me a little bit of that attention.
You know, seeing as you say you still care and all.
And I think xoxo has lost all it's fucking meaning.
And for just once could you stop being so fucking VAUGE?
Give me a solid date or anything. I need something to hold onto. Something to believe in.. :(
Posted by nelliie at 4:06 AM