Settling in..

Pretty slack day today..
There are a million things I could be doing, but i'll do them tomorrow..
Thinking I should call home today..

Soo.. I like this boy..
I like him alot.. But I didn't let myself fall for him because I was leaving and it would've been for nothing, starting a relationship then just ending it..
I don't think I succeded though, because i've found myself missing him and kinda thinking about him all the time..
So, I'm thinking, that maybe we don't have to end it at all..


Oh well, i'm going to go back to bed..

xo

To the basement people!

Well, I'm here.

Leaving everyone was so hard..
Seeing my sister cry was the worst. :'(
But i'll see her soon. :)

I'm feeling okay now, however, my first day here wasn't all that good.
The people at JetStar sent my suitcase to Melbourne.
Yeah that'd be great if I was going there!
Haha maybe Joel was right, maybe it IS fate. Haha
It is kinda weird that it went to Melbourne. Haha oh well, 10 hours later, I have my stuff.

I need heaps more money. :( lol
I need food.
I'm going shopping tomorrow.
I also need to go to Centrelink.
Blergh.


I haven't finished packing yet.
I'll do it later :P


xo

It's Thursday..!!

It's Thursday ladies! And, Hottiie of the week is....

*Chace Crawford!*

Best known for his character Nate Archibald in the series Gossip Girl.
I love that show. Full of pretty shoes and dresses.
Anddd pretty boys! ^^



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I'm lying in bed waiting for the truck to come to take all my stuff away.
Then i'm going to have a nap then call my diddy to come pick me up so I can go say goodbye to my grandma.

I'm going out tomorrow night!
It'll be the last time I see my friends in cairns..
And prolly the last time I see him as well..
Hmm..
It's just a bit of fun.. But what if it could have been more than that?
But I guess we'll never know..


Man, the wind is blowing so hard here.. =\ I don't like it all that much..

Oh well..

xo

This is it..

1 week to go..

And just when there's nothing tying me down here, all these great things happen, and I get so close to some really special people..


Now I kinda wish.. That I could stay.. :(

But these past couple of weeks are going to be the best memories. ♥
And there's always skype, and msn and phones..
And I can always come back.. :)

Or maybe even move to Victoria, I hear it's pretty cool down there. :P


xo

Random Hottie Thrusday! :D

Thursday's are going to be Random Hottie Day.
Where I pick out a random hottie and talk a bit about him. Could be an actor, musician, random hot guy I take a photo of.. :P
Haha anything like that..
And to start it off we have....

Paul Rudd!

*Drools*

He's in:
I Love You, Man
Knocked Up
Role Models.

And so on.. :D
Seriously though, so yummy.

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Annnnyyyyywaaayyyy!
It was my nephew, Jayden's 9th birthday today.
Falling on St Pattricks Day, He's going to have fun on his 18th :P
Haha.
We had Ice-cream cake and watched his favorite move, Transformers 2. Haha

And in other news..
Did somone say $1 basics?
Oh, yes please. Haha
Going out tonight!
Shall be fun, hopefully.

I need time to just be single, to just have some fun..
That's pretty much all I want right now..

Anyway, night kiddies!
xo

If you're happy and you know it.. :D

I'm happy again!
And I don't even mind if it's only for a little while.. :)

I've been so super busy fixing everything up for moving, now everything's ready. :)
I'm nervous but i'll be fine. :)

Everything's going to work out.

I've been listening to new music!
Firstly: Jadiohead. Radiohead's beats with Jay Z's lyrics. So good. haha
http://jaydiohead.com/listen/?jh=

And:
ALL CAPS
http://www.myspace.com/allcapsband
So so good!
My favorite is Can't And Lumos Flies. :D Harry Potter! :D

Who am i..?

I'm trying so hard to forget you..
You seemed to have moved on already..
It hurts so much..
I miss you..

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I'm not usually the kind of girl to drink and smoke and kiss other girls.
But I did all of that on the weekend and i'm worried about how much I enjoyed it all..

I don't really know what kind of girl I am..
I think my main problem is that I tend to do things, not for my own benefit, but for others..
I find it hard to say no and to make decisions..

I'm going to change.