© [ TWF ] ~ XTiên - Cố cười =))

I've never been the best at decision making. Like ever.
I just don't like being the one to decide. I need a system. Or a way to chose things by random. Like eeny meeny miny mo and whatever it lands on is what I'll chose. Yeah maybe I'll do that.

I'm secretly looking for a new job. I guess after 3 years I'm finally over Maccas.

I really really really need to get my P's. I've been driving more. It's just I keep working shitty hours so I have to stay in town.

I want to sleep in tomorrow but I can't because I'm going to cairns with Reegan to get our Timeout and HvH tickets :D I'm also getting a quote for my new tattoo that I'll be getting on monday week after next :D


Amity last weekend was lots of fun. I wish their set was longer but oh well.


I know this isn't easy, for either of us. But I haven't stopped thinking about you and I know you're thinking of me too. SO to qoute skins.. Be brave and want me back.


xo

© Elizabeth Ibarra


Oh Hi! :)

Sleepover with the gang was good fun. I missed doing it.
Kery Patty! ahollypanigas works at iga. LOL

And the show was heaps of fun :)
Mega dissappointed that the zipper wasn't there though. But oh well.


Super fantastically excited about this weekend!!!!!
Amity Affliction saturday night!!! :D :D
Seeing them for the third time. Yayyyy!
I be going down with Reegan in morning and doing some shopping and whatnot. :)
It's going to be awesome.

Then HvH and Confession!! :D
Yayyy!

I know working at maccas is pretty tacky.
But I fucking love it.
Seriously. I know some of the people i've met there/work with are going to be friends for life.
Just like Roey. :) <3

Which is why she shouldn't move.



xo

Yay life!

Life's pretty good right now. :)

Sure there are things that could be better but i'm pretty happy now.
And it better stay this way. haha

Yay show tomorrow!! :D



xo

I've just been so tired and unispired..





It's so hard to not think about him.
And i just keep going to talk to him as if he's still here with me..

:(

I'm getting a new tattoo next weekend. And a cute pair of stockings from the sex shop lol they're ridiculously over priced because of where i'm getting them but they're the only pair i've found that i really like. lol

so yes, splurging on myself, now that i have the extra money i can do it. :)

getting frankie before i start work today hopefully it's full of cuteness and makes me feel awesome.



xx

There's no place like home.

Hey! Hello!


I know it's been forever (1 week) since I posted something. D:

I'm back home! (hooray!)
It's super nice. :)

I do not have the net at home yet D:
Soon though, once I get my shit together hahah


I've actually only spent two nights at my house though haha
I've been with Joel pretty much 24/7 and it's awesome.
We've only spent one night apart and it sucked.


I hope to god that the next 4 weeks are the longest 4 weeks in my life.
I seriously hope the end of June never comes.

Joel's pretty much the most amazing thing ever.
I'm looking after him at the moment. And by looking after i mean watching him sleep, he's so funny. :)
No but seriously, we went camping last night for his cousins birthday and he got bitten by a scorpion and he got really sick :(
So I'm looking after him :)

Yeah so I'm pretty happy with life at present. :)
It's a pretty good feeling.


So just a quick update. I'll have the net soon. Yay tumblr! How i've missed it.
haha so yeah, bye lovely's! :)


xo

2 more sleeps..

Oh hai guyz..

2 more sleeps til i'm home!
I'm so excited.

I kinda wish I could stay but at the same time, i love that i'm able to just pack up my stuff and leave. It's a nice feeling.

I feel like all my memories are hidden away. I can't get to them.
Like they're lying under dusty floorboards in my mind.
I want to find them..



2 more sleeps
xo

Feeling... blerghhh =\

I really hate not having a plan. Not being organised. Not knowing things.
I like plans. I like everything organised.
I like having my day all set out.
I like my weeks all set out.

That being said. I tend to contradict myself because i'm a messy person.
I never do the things I should when I should.
I haven't done alot of important things I should have.
I'm really lazy. And I hate that. But, at the same time, I'm just not motivated enough to do anything about it..

Spontanity isn't really my thing.
I wish it was though.
I really wish I could be carefree and not worry.
But I do, I worry all the time over the tiniest things.
And then I get stressed. Which causes headaches.

I'm a messy, lazy person who wishes she were more motivated and organised but knows that in reality that she'll never be that proactive. And she can't cook and she get's stress headaches ALL the time. And she never tells people her problems.


And I don't know why I just started talking in third person.

I don't know why I'm not fat. I eat when I'm bored.
And I've done nothing all day but eat.

I'm kinda nervous about coming home actually.
The kitten died =( And I was so excited.
I wish I had more money, I never have enough money.
And it's usually because I buy alot of unnecessary things.

I'm worried about the future.
Is it wrong for me to be freaking out about it?
I'm only 18 and i'm freaking out because I don't know what's happening in my life.
I don't know what I'm doing.
But the problem is that I'm not doing anything.

Yeah I'm cynical tonight.
Just ignore my ramblings.


I had alot of fun with Mel and Lucy last night.
Even if the movie was terribly cliched.




xo