Saturday, August 21, 2010

Going to go scream into my pillow..

You know, you're really not making this easy for me.
It wasn't ever going to be easy, but it could have been worth it..
Now I just don't know..

Can you just put a little more effort in? Please?
Because i'm literally this close, to calling quits on the whole thing.. And that thought scares me so much because I never thought I'd ever want to do that..
But I kind of do... :(

On a completely different note..

I don't want to get to know you..
It would be too weird.

I'm happy with you just being a guy friend I sort of know.
Why dies it have to be more than that?
And hanging out at night time is even weirder. Just saying.

I'm not interested in you. I'm not interested in alot of people.
It's not personal, or maybe it is, but whatever.